Never Take Friendship Personal
9:34 AM - Wednesday, August 12, 2009
When friendship gets personal...
You tend to create criterias for friends...
You'd be looking for people that suit those criterias...
Only very selected few would be in that circle of friends
I've seen this happen more times than i can remember...
I dont blame them for doing so though , coz i am that way myself...
Take a look at my secondary school friends...
Ive been in the same class as some of them from Sec 1 through Sec 4
namely Sean , Jon , Meiyan , joyce , jolin , peck teng and forgive me if i forgot some of you
And then take a look at my new friends...my poly friends...
Ive told my poly friends more personal stuffs as compared to my sec school friends
and ive only known my poly friends for like a few months...
gaaaahhhh idk what im talking about anymore here...
When friendship gets personal , it tends to make you look like a jerk/bitch
Dumping old friends for new ones...
then rebounding back to your old ones when the new ones fail to meet your criteria
or something like that...meh
do i even make sense
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
and i come to question myself...
Is it better to have a small ring of close friends or a big ring of good friends...?
this ofcourse is subjective to everyone's preference...
Wait wah ?
8:32 PM - Monday, August 10, 2009
Ok dood , this is siiiiiiiiicccckkkkkkk
Yesterday , National Day , 09-08-09 , Sunday
Got wasted with the clique :3
First , we met at City Hall to go to Singapore Arts Museum to catch Cheng's performance there.
Have to say it was entertaining especially the part where the mic plopped out of the mic stand
ahahaha XD
So yeah , after that we headed on towards Alex's place to LEPAK !!!!!!!!!
Chris , Dhines , Ethan , Khair , Sam , Serene , Jeannie , Cheng and I.
We tonned the night at Alex's crib...was uberly epic
Played Dare or Dare...
WITH VODKA AND JUICE :3
Ok so , it was those 2 retards , Sam and Dhinesh who got utterly wasted beyond control...
Nesh was bullshitting the whole time
Sam was just drop dead , puking XD
Should have seen them both being uber wasted
As for me...well i did get wasted , not that bad
I can hold my liquor (i know i said that i dont have alchohol control in one of my earlier post , that's a lie)
Funny thing was , i cant remember anything else other than that...
I even forgot that it was today that we went home not yesterday...
My memory's all screwed up...
Im not even sure if this post made any sense @_@
gah
ahaha
anyways till next time
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
A Silhouette By The Window
4:23 AM - Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Windows are my new bestfriends as of late.
I find myself sitting by the window and just staring into the open sky.
Staring , most of the time thinking of the many simple things of life.
Simple things that are often taken for granted.
Looking back at my secondary school life...
Looking at all those smiling faces of everyone i loved...
Remembering all those simple retarded moments we had...
We looked HAPPY , like the world , the future didnt matter to us.
We only cared about the joy of the moment.
"I remember when we were younger , we had nothing...
Strived for something"
(Times Like This - Bless The Fall)
I was listening to my "EMO PLAYLIST" the other day
And that line hit me as i was gazing into the night skies...
That's what motivated me to write this post...
Graduating from secondary school...
Coming to a tertiary institution...
Life just hasnt been the same...
The smiles are different...
The satisfaction of those smiles less...
The laughters come less often...
I guess it's true when they say that
ADULTS laugh an average of 14-15 times a day
As compared to a child or teenager...
As much as i enjoy my time with my new friends in poly...
Sometimes i feel as if something is still missing...
You people may or may not feel the same way but yeah this is me...
Reality just loves to give you a bitch slap
The future always comes into mind...be it near or distant
Where do we go after all of this ?
What do we do when we part ?
Will you guys still be there when i need you ?
Heh , im not afraid of admitting
That I cry everytime i think of those
And i feel like my heart's in my throat as i write this...
Gaaaaaah
I guess that's it for this post...
Till next time...
I DONT WANT TO GROW UP D8
"And i dont think you know what Ive been thinking"
-Roxaz
Getting things out of my head...
11:55 PM - Monday, July 27, 2009
Days gone by and many more to come.
He sits quietly by the window gazing at the falling rain.
Falling , like the tears he cried.
Sitting alone he waits.
Waiting for what we know not,
lest he tells us.
The words , his voice.
All full of wisdom,
all so distant.
Speaking from experience,
he advices his friends.
Do they listen ?
Close to the edge he stands,
looking down.
Will he jump ?
Alas he closes his eyes.
Takes the plunge.
Of eternal slumber.
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A song for you perhaps ?
9:21 PM
State a song that made a major impact/change in your life.How has this impact/change affected your life now ?
-by faci Christopher
"Let's just stop , drop everything , forget each other's names and just walk away"
Now is 2009 , 2 years ago , in 2007 right about mid-year , my friend Sean introduced to me to the band Chiodos.
Im sure some of you have heard of them.
Skipping all unnecessary talks , the song that hit me most and made me cry was "Baby , you wouldn't last a minute on the creek"
There's something about the song's music video and lyrics that gets to me every time.
Talking about walking away from someone and forgetting about them pretending shit ever happened between the 2 of you.
The sadness.Forcing yourself to move on.
The video itself...gah i cant seem to find the right words to write this “RJ”
Maybe coz i have something about friends breaking up , relationship breaking up. I hate to see such stuffs happen you know.So yeah that song just struck me and still strikes me every time i listen to it.2 years gosh that’s a pretty long time for a song to have an impact on you.
Not forgetting to mention the concept of the music video gave me inspiration form y “O” level art paper 1.The fucked up-ness of a rat and a bird that fell in and out of relationship.That concept gave me what i needed for the title “DAMAGED”.
This may not have seem as much thought put into but yeah , i tried. =\